Dec 16, 2013

Busy December

heey.

let's get a little personal tonight shall we?

many things had happen in the past few days. events, concerts, birthdays, christmas carols, children church, havard business school case study *which is going to be due in two days time*, and a few more random stuff.

i just got back from the hospital by the way. mom had been admitted into the hospital as her abscess had broke and the pus are coming out like water from a paip. she did not want to go to the hospital at first but after our family doctor chased her into it, only she wanna listen and so, there she is right now. the news is that she will be going through a little pain and knowing my mom, who is afraid of pain, it just hurts my heart.

mom, be strong kay? you are a strong woman so i know you can overcome this. =/

i can't be with her as i got a case coming up soon and i need to do preparation for it and other issues. one of the issue is regarding my financial status right now. i just found out that i am owing utm a sum of money, it may not be much for some people, but for me, i think that can be my 3 months monthly allowance. i don't know what is the hutang about but i am going to settle it tomorrow, if i do not settle it, i won't be able to register for any subjects and that is not a good news for me. friends and classmates had done their part, ouh God, challenges in this busy month huh?

there is one final assignment in my hand but there had been some problems too with that subject. i don't think i am confident in getting a A for that subject when i look at what we are doing as a team. i just don't get the nice feelings. haihh. i don't know if it is my emotions or it is the truth. =______=

talking about subjects, exam is in 2 weeks time and i am super worry for certain subjects. i just don't know if i am ready to go and get involve with it. =_______=

i hate the state that i am in right now.

need a little break but i don't think i can take it without feeling the pang of guilt.

i think i need to stop and rest in the Lord for a moment.

xoxo,
a tired eunice gm.

Dec 14, 2013

I Share #8

hello!

done with your gifts and love to send it out to the world? my family is super late in this kind of stuff but what can we say right? the last will be the best? ahah!





this video just makes my heart melt like the ice when summer starts hitting once again. >_<

how can they be soo cute right?



a christmas song to be share! it is one of my classic christmas song. =)



here is a video of a tribute created by F&F. =(




WestJet Christmas miracle. it was an amazing trip and an unforgettable one i can ensure you.




last but not least, a video about hope, even for one second. it is a touching video.

hope can be gone but it can also seep in when we want it to.

xoxo,
eunice gm.

psst, i got my own instagram! @misseunicegm *if you wanna follow laa.. =P *

Dec 12, 2013

21 At Last!

12 December!

finally!

i had been waiting for quite some time!

everyone around me is stepping into 22 and yet i am still 21. boohoo! but i am glad that it is finally here!

a little post that i created a few days back. *i was scared that i did not have the time to sit down and type*

Wee~

Its my birthday today. A day where I begin my life as a 21 year old lady though I think I am behaving like one since ages ago.

This year, stepping into a year where it is a special year for all teenagers my age, I don't feel any special needs to celebrate it. It seems that the feeling to celebrate birthday had gone far away from me since I “grew” up. Its like, its okay if I don't celebrate it cause its just a birthday.

But I do wanna say something to my mom, the women who brought me to this world through so much pain and suffering. I am so sorry that 21 years ago, I did not want to come out to this world that cause you to undergo operation. Haha. I guess, being inside your stomach was way more fun so that is why deon and I did not want to come out to this world in a hurry!

Since today is my special day, I don’t want to forget that it is also your special day. It was the day where you brought your first child to this world eh? You must be scared and nervous all at the same time but I think you were smiling away when you held me in your arms eh?

Wait, hold on. I think the first to saw me was grandma cause you faint right away after the operation? Geez. >_<

But thanks mi for everything. Thanks for holding my hand when I fell down. Thanks for helping me to clean my poop and feed me when I am hungry. Thanks for discipline me to who I am today. Though I hit the rebellious stage pretty bad, you still stood by me all this time. And with all that, I can never express my gratitude to you for all that you had done. It was a wonderful thing to have you as my mom and if we were to believe in the next life, I still want you as my mom. Thank you so much mi! I love you!


By the way, where is my present eh? =D

ahh, now i remember! that post was dedicated to my mom!

well, well, this is for me then:

being alive for 21 years had its up and down as we know that life has its ups and down, like a wheel right? well, i am grateful that i am here today. it was a tough ride and i know things won't get easy when you hit 21 but i guess, its how someone deal with it anyway.

ahhh~ 21~ 


the 21 years that i had been living as. wow, did i change? ahah!



my first birthday celebration, an early one too. felt really blessed to celebrate it with my newly found buddies!

=D

it was really blessed that everything is how it should be.

thank you very much for all the wishes and blessings guys!

xoxo,
eunice gm.

Dec 8, 2013

I Share #7

heeyoo!

since everyone knows that christmas is around the corner, to be exact, 17 days to go, everything will be about christmas today! =D





Video Num 1
"This Christmas Life", a video from Shane Dawson. i am a fan of him because he is just soo cute! its a video about christmas fantasy but we just got to remember that christmas is just not about that. its more than that!




Video Num 2
ellen, where i am a HUGE fan of her! she and her wife came out with their own christmas card this year, which reminds me of my OWN family christmas card. we not yet bought any clothes. auh ouh. >_<




Video Num 3
Kid President came out with one more video on holiday gift guide! who has bought finish their gifts, hands up?! *not me* i don't know when i am going to start but i think i should start finding for some ideas soon. =D

this week i got not much videos on hand cause of the lack of time. i just got back from a retreat camp for the worship team in CCCJB. it was an awesome camp where we bond with the other worship team members and learn more about God.

well, happy holiday guys! ^_^

xoxo,
eunice gm.

Dec 6, 2013

Year 2013

hello.

a little post from me before i hit the books. i know. i know. its wee morning, and yet here i am doing what i think i need to do. my whole sleeping schedule is in a mess right now.

year 2013 is soon coming to an end. to be exact, it will be 25 days more to come where 2014 will seep into our lives. time just flies huh?


i can say that year 2012 had been a really bad bad year for me. i was being knock down with tons of problems, emotionally, physically and mentally. i was not prepare for any of those stuff and during those dark moments, i thought, i was not going to come through all that. i thought, maybe things will never change and that things will always be that depressing.

being separated from friends, my usual busy life *which i love*, my bubbly self *i seem to let this behind me, maybe i grew older? lol.*, and everything that was shouting me, was hard. i tried to be tough and tried not to bother my bestie of any trouble that i was facing. since young, i always have the thinking that, why bother to tell others when they can't even help? an extra ears won't solve the problem but might create more problem. i grew up with that in my mind and when the stone came falling on me, i hang on to those words.

i guess it was wrong of me to do so.

i did not enjoyed those moment at all but instead, i got some real hard scolding from my besties when they tried to help me out from the dark hole. haha, instead of being secure and safe in my cocoon, i got people running after my backside. lol.

well, when 2012 ended, and i was given the opportunity once again to continue my studies, my usual lifestyle, my everything, i did not carry too much hope. i thought, things will never be the same. well, it is.

things changed. a lot. but there are still love in there cause my friendship with my friends got closer, though i missed a beat with my friends from university, but i am still very thankful that i still got the chance to spend my moments with them, creating memories all the way till they graduate. the time may be short for us but i know the memories, the laughter, the tears and the sweat that we shared together will be great memories that we will keep till our old days.

i gain more friends, know more people, try to adapt to being alone instead of "must" be accompanied, smiling at random strangers and picking up small talks. i learn to say hi and stay humble, though the arrogant eunice still comes up once in a while. i learn to appreciate the small things in life, like when someone says hi and thank you and when someone says "i like you".

it is true that when something big came crushing down on you, the whole world, the perception of the world changes together. i would not say that i did not have any regrets in 2012, but i am glad that 2013 did show me some hope in getting better and facing the world with a different mindset.

life has its up and downs. you just have to be strong and find the courage, deep down for some people, and tries to overcome it. some problems may never find a solution but things will get better. the people you love, the people that love you, they will make things better for you eventually. just by spending time with them, listening to their chit chats and laughter can make you forget the pain for a little moment.

why give up when there are more to life than just sorrow and pain? i know that those things are painful but without those experience, a person can never grow and build his/hers perception of life.

we need to learn to eat bitter gourd before we can grow old right? - a phase used by my auntie to persuade us to eat bitter gourd.

2013, thanks for everything. thanks for giving me the chance to heal and to look forward to life once again. thank you so much for being much gentle to me than the year before.

2014, i don't know what will be in this coming year but i do know that things will be okay. it will always be.

happy holidays people. happy new year, soon!

xoxo,
eunice gm.

Dec 5, 2013

I Share #6

PG18

a hutang post. >_<

life is just too hectic for me right now.



i just could not find the right time to write out a proper post so here is the hutang post. there are just too many events and test and assignments! man, being a uni student can be a tough job eh?

but....

i enjoyed it laa. =D

here you go, videos that caught my attention.



first time talks about AIDS awareness. i hope this would be a good video for all those who plans to do their "first time". i am not saying that you should do your first time laa. its better to keep it for your husband or wife as it would be much special for both of you right? lol. what on earth am i talking eh?

aish. sorry2. PG18!! get lost kids!

nah, just enjoyed the video laa. i doubt kids would understand but, side entertainment? lol. wth.




this video, i would suggest it as PG18 too. keep away kids!

a parody of Miley Cyrus, Wrecking Ball. =D

that's all for I Share #6. i got to get into bed and recharge my battery! i am drained! >_<

xoxo,
eunice gm.

Dec 1, 2013

Life Updates!!!

phew!

heey there!

finally got the time to sit down comfortably, with my pillow in lap and lappie in the front. ahhh, hi there bloggie and bloggie friends!

this whole week had been filled with the biggest event that i had in this year. Mid-autumn festival-16 was held on the 29th-30th of november and all i can say is my sleep, eating habits, leg, muscle, everything is out of control!

we started our work right from the beginning of the semester but since its a week away, we got to do the last minute work right? if not mistaken, i started joining the team on wednesday, working all the way to evening, do my procrastination work which was supposed to be due the day after, thursday, working all the way till 3am.

finally, one assignment down. fuhh.

5 more to go? brr~

the next morning, after class, joined the team once again to get ready the earlier preparation for the next day. we cut, boil, cooked, peel, squeez, and everything laa just to make sure there's food to sell the next day. that night, i got into bed around 4am and went back to work around 8am. all the way again till 3am before i could close my eyes. yesterday was a little relax for me but not for my muscle and legs. man, they really go on strike against me! all they let me felt was pain! i was dragging my leg all the way in the event. boo my body, boo.

well, after the whole event is over, all i can say, is that there was lotsa fun in it. i did learn some things too, like how to cut fish cake, fried french fries, remove the blackness in oil and many more laa. i think i can start cooking. lol. #justkidding

the four beauties, found in chinese literature. obviously, i don't know any of it. =_______=



our team. =D

one event down, 5 more assignments to go. >_<

when is this all going to end?

btw, went out with le family today. too many stories to share with him! >_<


christmas is around the corner. >_<


hello christmas ball!


<3!


exhausted but had lotsa fun. =D

xoxo,
eunice gm.