It's the middle of the month, and it also marks one more month to go before my life in University will end it's course. Finally, I would be out there! I would be wearing office attire and driving to work with a cup of Starbucks in hand, smacking my lips in hope to meet a cute client in the day. *Okay. Cmon Eu, you got to snap out of this dream*
Before that dream of mine can be achieved, I need to look for a job, and frankly speaking, I don't think it's as easy as I seen my friends did it. My buddies who had been successful in looking for jobs had gotten enough offers to swing it all in my face but what I gotten so far? 2 phone interviews, and that's it. I mean, shouldn't company come running cause of cheap labor going on here? *jk*
Put the joke aside, it is a frustrating moment when companies do not reply and since I am longing for a place far from home, I don't even understand if I am doing the right thing. Am I thinking right by applying for jobs far away from home? Am I doing the right thing by not applying for the companies that seems fit to my requirement just because I dislike the culture? Am I saying the right words or doing the right thing? Urgh. I wish there's someone who can guide me all in this but as they say, you are all alone in this world, babey. *insert wink*
Although that's the usual rant, there's also the fun that I feel that I am missing out. #FOMO (Feeling of missing out). On one hand, I need to focus on my thesis and on the other hand, I just want to have fun all day long! I just want to hang out, chat, laugh at things, which... I will not be able to do soon in one month time. I will be missing this group of people I would say and I don't know if it would be a healthy thing or not when the time comes. Ah well, life goes on!
No matter what happens, I know I'm gonna be okay. It's all fun and interesting and I know good things will eventually come out of it so, let the rain or sunshine come!
Take me back. No, take me forward to a better future!
P/S: How's your intern like? Did you ever did any intern?